Stress

There are periods of my life where I just feel really stressed and overwhelmed by things, for some reason this week was one of them. I think about it, and I feel like I lay it all on myself and I'm too hard on myself that it makes it hard to handle. But at the same time, it's so meaningless because there's no need to be stressed at all because I know that my life is not my own and I'm not in control. But it's interesting because the pattern seems to be that when I get to these times, I'm forced to rely on God even more so than I usually do and all of a sudden, God does something miraculous and I get knocked off my get about how amazing he is.